That's what Sam is doing - for four straight nights now, Sam has been rolling around like a wildman in his sleep.  That is HUGE news - in the past, he has rolled over, but he's done it once and gotten me all excited, and then not done it again for months and months.  Now, he's squirming around in his sleep, getting up on his side and doing great.  Last night, he rolled over to the other side.  This is a huge breakthrough; what else could it be, right?  He's moving much more when he's awake, too.  He's really seeming different.  I hate to say that - it seems so vague and, well, stupid to say that, but there is something different about him lately.  And I can't define it or explain it, but I know it when I see it.  And it's a very good change. 

 

John Graziano still needs everyone's prayers.  He is still in critical condition, and his family and fiance are still doing their best to stay as positive as possible.  It's so hard, and so confusing, and just so very wrong.  I just don't get it. 

 

How many times have I said that in the past few years.